Test For a Normal Life (1)

Why did feeling must be so complicated?

Why did love must be complicated as it was?

Why is it  possible for two peoples to be in love with the same person?

            Isn’t it will be better for me to stop falling in love, I would say I’m to egoist if it coming to this kind of things. Even I wanted to screaming loudly right now, feeling the madness that my heart made. If this story taking a fantasy genre, maybe my heart will leap out from it place and ran circling the olympics fields.

            I only know him for one day, well I can’t say it for one day… because I only met him 2 hours before night time came. Being a girl who was traumatized with boys and nervous all days because of new situation, making me really looks dumb. Even the things that make me twice more dumb was I wear a heels.

            “Hey, stop typing when you’re sick…”

            I slowly opened my hazel hues that vividly giving a look of tiredness.

            “I’m not,”

            Usually at this time, she’ll entered my rooms and bringing me a cup of coffee while sighing loudly. Making herself sat at the side of my bed.

            “Oh God, hear me. Don’t force yourself so much, Maybe you can skip this event once and rest a bit?”

            “I will, but I can’t now… you know the reason right, Abs?”

            As I turned around my chair, I only met with a silence breeze. There’s nothing there except a ray of the sun that silently slipped through the windows. The chirping sounds of birds that rarely there, is ringing like the bells. Two bells that made me remember the tragedy that happening to my Oldest Sister, Abby Smith.

Maybe it’s already time? I’ll let go of my jobs.

“Don’t worry. I’ll let go of you too, Abs. I’m sorry for taking my times,” I whispered.

As I stood up and raising my hands towards the light, I let out my last breath of the old me and closed my hazel hues. Like a waterfall, my tears suddenly prickling out of my eyes. The tears that I tried to held when her wedding and her funeral.

Today is the day, yeah… for the new me. I’ll try my best thought with the topics of boys and love. As I ran towards downstairs and opening my doors towards outside world. There’s a girl who was taller than me, stood in front of my house with a shocked faces all written on her faces right now.

“Woah! Good Coincidence, Ship! Let’s go get a coffee at that new and lit coffee shop!” I smiled to her and took her hands.

“Hey, Hey! Wait a bit!” Shiloh Pruett—or Ship is my best friend, she stopped me halfway from my house.

“Are you feeling better, right now?” she asked me with kinda worried expression.

“You know me better than anyone else, like you see. I let go of everything right now, starting a new life isn’t bad right?” I sighed while staring at her.

“Yeah, that’s right! Let’s go to the coffee shop! My treat!” ship said excitedly.

From that moments, I didn’t know that someone kept watching about me. I only laughed with ship all the way while making a conversation. Well, hoping for a normal life will be a bit to much for me. But I’m me… a competitive girl who loves challenge. So why not? Let it come the Test For a Normal Life!